Jesus take the wheel

Thanks jeremy. For telling me of this song-Jesus take the wheel.

How can this song totally reflects on my life..I totally brokedown right in front of the comp. I cried and cried so much. I cant do this all my own. I really cant. my tears just cant stop. I think of Shayenne,my heart aches even further.

Shayenne: Mummy is really really very very sorry to you. Mummy failed. Mummy failed utterly this time. Mummy should have given you away to someone else who would give you a perfect family and cherish you. Not jus some 21 year old Mummy who is so screwed up and lost now. You don;t have to suffer at all. Mummy is so screwed up. Mummy doesn't have the courage and strength to carry on from here.